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_i luv U_ i can't wait to see them... lolx... it has been 70 days since they went back to taiwan.... and now we will be able to see them in 12 days time... lolx... soooo excited !!! lolx.... hahahahha... i guess just ignore my craziness @ the moment... i will be fine in 5 secs.... 5...... 4..... 3.... 2..... 1..... ok... need to get back to work.... lolx..
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elloz..... me back again after another week.... I am currently in a state of depression.... Its as if I went back to the time when the j curse incident happened.... hmmm... but it has nothing to do with that J..... but with another J, Joe Zhang Shu Wei.....lolx...
I know I am a little too old for all these idol craziness liaoz... but I guess sometimes it's just that I refuse to grow up.... yah... I admit I am a huge fan of Energy.... I like them so much that I lose my senses @ times.... of course I am not mad enough to stalk them and chase them around Singapore.... I am still conscious regardin such matters.... no use doing such things... at least that is what I feel personally..... but I guess I am realli more into this den I ever imagined.... coz if I was not soo into them.... I would not be sooo depressed now...... *sighz*
the reason of my depression is that I feel sooo 心疼 for shuwei... he hurt himself during the rehearsal for their performance for NKF and he can't flex his neck properly.... den when I saw him performing on that day @ the NKF... he had to do a handstand and use his mouth to hold the brush to write.... he can't even control the brush properly..... we din know how bad his injury was den and was kinda laughin @ him for writing such ugly writings..... not me lahz... pple who know me know that I will always support him no matter what he does.... *except his choice of a girl-fren lahz*
anyways..... they went back to Taiwan yesterday already....and seeing them leave was both a sigh of relieve and also a bit of a reluctance .... I guess now I can focus on my work on hand .... my assignments and preparation for my exams..... who would have expected that i would suddenly experience dis depression....
it started when i was readin the papers yesterday nite.... den i saw the number of calls EG got... it was onli abt 73 thousand... if i am not wrong.... they lost to 5566.... WTH.... i never knew that just lip-syncin and you can raise more money den singing, dancing and performin a "stunt".... shd i say EG's fans are just not as rich as 5566's fans... or issit that those who are rich just want to save up for their own trip to taiwan to see who-ever.... it realli broke my heart when i read that SW's injury was soo serious that he could not get outta bed properly..... i just broke down when i saw this.... when i told my fren i cried... she just laughed it off... but what can i do right... as i said... perhaps... i am just taking all these too seriously..... maybe its bcoz i treat him like my family.... so when some one in the family is hurt... u will be very worried.....
anyways.... give me a couple of days and i will be back to the bubbly and cheerful me... ^ ^
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Wow...
I realli have not been coming to update my blog recently.... U guys must be wondering what has been going on in my life ??? hahahhaa... Actually... Nothing much... 'cept that I have been super moody... super pms-y..... lolx... hasn't realli been in the best of moods I guess...
anyways..... life on a whole has been like a roller coaster... just like my mood these days....
what's causin all these... I dunno.... maybe its just that I have been emotionally drained... whether its due to happiness or sadness.... I guess that's the prob with being such an emotional person.... lolx... I realli wonder if its a good thing..... hahahhaha......
hmmm.... went to watch the NKF show 1 the other day.... I was squirming when I saw the stunts that Quan Yi Feng and Jack Neo were doin.... I was really quite scared by it... hahhaha... Maybe I am really a little to timid... just looking @ it... coz my hair to stand... hahahhaha... it was quite a funny nite.... I experienced all sorts of emotions that nite.... hahahhaa.... I was seating with my fren's elder sis.... den the funny thing was that there was this realli cute guy seated next to her... hhahahha... den we kept tellin each other to zhu yi xing xiang ( maintain our images ) ..... but I think we did a fairly bad job of it... lolx.... when mayday came out, I dunno why... I just screamed... lolx... den when her 5566 came out... she too went beserk... hahahhahaha... it was quite funny..... she is quite funny.... den we kept trying to escape the camera... but seemed to have failed quite badly... lolx.... it was quite fun lahz.... den as usual I was sooo affected by those stories that I cried again... so imagine my roller coaster emotions that nite... hahahhaha.... but I did have fun lahz... ^o^ I am certainly looking forward to going to see dis week's show... hopefully like the previous time... Mayday walked next to us... dis time round will be Energy.... hahahah.... just me and my day-dreaming lahz....
anyways.... my parents finally decided not to force me to get a full-time-job.... could it be bcoz they say my blog ??? or could it be they were simply put off by my totally heck-care attitude when they try talking to me abt the whole subject.... I dun get it... all I am depending on them now is for my phone bill... I know I dun give them any money... but I am practically livin on my own pay now... its not as if I am gettin allowance any more.... I stopped it like 4-5 mths ago.... so why can't they just leave me to my own decisions.... thank you, God... I think u finally got my message across to my mum....
actually.... seriously speakin... I wanna go back to church.... but I am sure that I dun wanna go back to CHC.... I guess when one's on fire for God... they wanna be on fire bcoz they really love God and not bcoz they are being forced to be on fire.... I rem when I was super on fire for God.... but the fire slowly diminished when I started gettin forced to do things... Like go for make-up cell grp and make-up service.... I know that these are all for my own good... but I guess as I said before... I just dun like being forced.... I know that I still love God bcoz of everything that he has done for me... Loving him for being there every single time that I call out to him... I know that I have been a dis-obedient child.... but I also know that he knows how much I love him..... even though I dun go service and dun pray as much as I should... deep down I really really love him... some might say its bcoz He is there whenever u need him.... that's quite true... but its also bcoz my love for him has been there since I was young.... its something that has and will always live within me.... Daddy dearest... I Love U !!!
oh yah.... another thing before I end.....
was looking thru my friendster last nite... den went to look @ his friendster.... I dunno why I did it.... I dunno what made me wanna look... perhaps its the fact that I still have him in my heart bahz... it still hurts badly whenever I think of what happened.... but I know very well that if I dun let go.. I will never move on.... so why can't I let go.... I am still holding on soo tight.... sometimes I wonder when will I be able to....
gotta go for now....
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hey hey....
i finally found time to come update my blog.... been pretty busy lately..... bz saving money... bz with my silly assignments.... bz missin pple..... bz with scoldin some ever-irritating assholes.....juz bz being myself..... just bz with life in general...
i have also been feeling super lame lately... dunnoz why... must say something lame now and den...if not i feel like something is missin... lolx.. hmmm... i guess this is my current lifestyle bahz.... just being a lamer.... ^o^
hmmm... my excitement level has been sky high lately also... cause one of my fave groups is coming to town next week.... guess who ???
F4 ?? nopez...
5566 ?? can't wait to kill them... i hate their guts...
SHE ?? nahz...
its......
Energy !!!!
will be back to update when i have the time... hmmm... maybe later tonight ^o^
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~23rd May 06 - 30th May 06~
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